it's a... just like you've been falling all the time. there's no way out, there's no place to stop. once i'd been born... all the time i have benn falling. all people, who surround me, they don't look after me, they just watch at the fall. everyrhing is ok at the same time it's a fall. you dotn't seem to notice it, but every time i look back i seen what happend to me on the way, but i don't remember. all of them around me... they just watch. my parents... oh, my parets... i've tired. tired of all it. taking my meals... the always watch at me. i've tired of people, watching at me. they always watch with such expression... it seems they all say "wat's the matter darling? have any problems? tell me about it. but... only thing i can do for you is to tell all the gossip. don't feel hurt, i don't care anyway." paretnts... oh, parents... i don't care for them at all. at the same time i understand, they'll suffer if somebody of them dies. grandfather... i'm sorry... i'm afraid you'll disappear soon. i'm determined i don't care for you, but... every time i come to you and see you lying in bed... i feel sick. it's like if i were you. i'm sorry. code... code... code... try again. <html>
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<I>prosperity</I>
return 0;
}
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